100

this is my new phone, jealous?

i get to play a game similar to need for speed every time i would like

plus unlimited communication, yeah dog

099

last double digits

lets celebrate!

this weekend was good, saw some close friends, met some others. got hit on by drunk friends, and worked the door for a friends show. it was alot of fun.
i must admit, one of the best lines i have ever heard was definitely this...

'okay, so thats for entry, and your number?'

happened during payment and stamping for the show on saturday night...

oh remarkably poor effort bud, sorry but im taken.



slushies after were a great cool down, so lovely.

098

why hello, im tired and lonely.

will you not entertain me little mousy?

098

you play with fire, you gon' get burned

097

096

HAZAR!

095

EMMA-LEE'S SPECIAL

one cup of ice
large dash
of rasberry cordial
large dash of strawberry liquer
two dashes vodka
three to four pieces of lemon or lime, squeezed well
small dash of
midori

blend all until ice is evenly smooth
serve with crazy straw
and umbrella
and hey presto, deliciously refreshing

094

hello and welcome to the new start of the week (in case you hadn't noticed that is)
man i am freaking tired today, as my weekend has been busy and off the chain. but seriously.. it was great to catch up with some old friends, have a few drinks and party like it was never going to end. the little snippets of sleep i got were just the beginning.
saturday left me tired and hanging with some boys i haven't seen in a few weeks, and driving to retrieve hangover food. that night was much the same as the night before, but very interesting and loud.
mixing our own cocktails and being crowned 'best bartender of the night', it was alot of fun.
as for the rest of my time... hello sleepyhead.

093

I GUESS YOU DIDN'T EXPECT THIS

BUT I'M ACTUALLY A BOY

092

091

andy i wish you had of sung this one

35 and a six pack to my name six pack!
Spent the rest on beer so who's to blame six pack!
They say I'm fucked up all the time six pack!
But I know they're a waste of time six pack!
I know it'll be o.k.
When I get a six pack in me, that's right
My girlfriend asked me which one i like better six pack!
I hope the answer don't upset her six pack!
I was born with a bottle in my mouth six pack!
Now I've got six so
I'll never run out six pack!
I know it'll be o.k.
When I get a six pack in me,
that's right $35 and a six pack to my name six pack!
Spent the rest on beer so who's to blame six pack!
They say I'm fucked up all the time six pack!
But I know they're a waste of time six pack! six pack! six pack! six pack!

090

lets go camping and searching for aliens

seriously

089

so today i went shopping, and im almost poor again... it wasnt the best option, but i am a female, and just cant help myself. but i did get some thing i wanted so thats okay.

not to mention i still have alot of drinks to buy on the weekend.. which will round up :

im just going to starve until then, okay deal.

088

here, have a list of things i need to do
-find and buy a good winter jacket
-buy my levi jeans for winter
-save some money for melbourne
-call the dentist
-organise my eighteenth
-unlock my phone so it isnt just a watch
-commando style clean my room
-get some driving lessons

please let me know if you can help

087

days have gone by with excitement and wretched happiness inside me.

friday was not a big one, but it was a lovely one. where just laying in the arms of the one you loved seemed overly suffice to anything else that may have happened. a feeling of everlasting safety and overwhelming comfort.

an early rise saw the markets of fortitude valley gradually come to life as the morning went on. heading for a quick browse with some friends. not before levi left to retreat home and change because he spilt sauce on his shirt, a laugh indeed. but the day was full of exciting news and run ins that had been nearly unexpected.

heading off to a show in morngingside to see a best friend i have not seen in weeks and support 'our scene' as we say. nothing could have been more achieving. thankyou to sentiments, overcome, jaded, hold the fort, castaway and terror lake for all putting on a great show, which most of you put on at last minute.

and so, another rainy day has ended off a lovely weekend, where kisses and hugs end the feelings that have come before them. lazy sundays are just my thing i guess. this afternoon, logging in and finding a new follower that is not only young, but a fantastic photographer was inspiring as such.

as young as i am myself, it is still so great to know that there are many young and enthusiastic people around us. our generation although criticized for our drunkenness and bad behaviour, demanding nature and decreasing literacy. many artists of different kinds seem to be taking off and doing what they love. check out JACOB LAMBERT.

here's some pics:

086

Waking up to the image I cant erase
Im seeing ghosts of the feelings I once chased
Shaken up by the answers, you’d present
At the most I believed in you, to some extent
Because I feel that I cant go on
I trusted you, to some extent
With this void inside bleeding on
Shared love with you, I regret
Salt and jaded empty silence
All I’ve know was living a life a bit more
Meaningful than the days before
The night you said you felt
The night you said you felt like shit
When you looked at me, I must admit
Nobody’s ever said the thingsyou said to me
I trusted you to some extent
Now ill never give away the best of me
Shared love with you, I regret
Salt jaded and empty silence
Andthe long drive home
And the long drive home i swerved round the lane
Hours fatigued with the thoughts in my mind
And the long drive home
Andthe long drive home I
And the long drive home I swered around the lanehours
Wishing and praying to a blackend sky
That one day things would turnout like
And the long drive home I swered around the lane hours
Wishingand praying to a blackend sky
That one day things would turn out like
The lives ive seen and the love you shared with me
The lives Ive seen and the loveyou shared with me

085

get yo tits out.

084

so today im at home
feeling horrid
because i just love being a girl

its okay though i guess
levi is coming over for cuddles

i want blood orange or lemon lime sorbet
that would be nice
or a very large delicious fresh boost juice

why cant i be as rich as richie rich?

083

great covers, alright magazine

082

081

ten things i love at the moment:

1. the new floral blouse
thanks to an op-shopping trip with allie i found a new floral top that looks so good, i fell in love. its definitely a favourite.

2.having my picture taken for an upcoming blog
www.hayzephto.wordpress.com :)

3.regular sleepovers
although its never the same people, its company and its soothing. staying up late to talk and laugh is great. until your boyfriends mother walks in and yells to go to the other room..

4.personal taxi's
thankyou tom, i love you! we drove around for three and a half hours to try find this one place, we never found it

5.the idea of being 18
after the last few years of having the same old, same old 'hurry up and turn eighteen!' i am glad to finally be heading that way. i think my friends are too

6.shredding
lately i have absolutely adored this new style, so suave

7.thrash/punk music
let me just say its amazing, i could never get sick of it. everyday and everytime i share an ipod with my boyfriend, but still its great. some favourites are blkout, battletruk and trash talk

8.vans
i live in them

9.trying to find a new job
more like a not, but its okay... i just need one, good for a change

10. the thing in my pocket
levi

080

attempt one of shredded shirt

so lately, i have been very lazy and at the same time, extremely busy. work mon-fri every week and im not home on weekends. so this hasnt been happening for quite a while.
a few things i'd like to say:

-welcome back to peers and cheers to the boys for putting on their great show last weekend, it was alot of fun. also, james' dads old blues band rocks!

-it has now been three months since levi and i started dating, and i am so happy. i dont think i will be without him up my sleeve for a very long time. which excites me. not to mention the smile that came onto my face when he told me wasnt paying for my first tattoo, that he was.

-money sucks, you never have enough

-lately i've grown to like some people, and thats a big change in me. mainly to the fact that little habits niggle at my brains, but i got over them and i'm fine with that

-'let me go home, home is wherever im with you'

-lastly, magazine subscriptions are crappy... i was given one for my birthday last year and was supposed to get 6 magazines, i got three and then it stopped... great hey?



but enough of my rants and rave about various things. lately i have been seeing some wonderful bands around, and being a music master while people are being tattooed, oh yeah! fashion looking and experimenting. i have also decided to start making some things again, so hopefully this goes well. im 18 in around ten weeks, and think im having a toga party. dont know why, i just felt like it really. but hopefully i do. i imagine the robes, the fairy lights and the mess of being 18 with people i love to hang out with, oh dear lord. i miss people too, the ones that have moved... come back!

but enough of this, i dont really know what to write.. bye