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such hard decisions have been laid for me to choose
leave to another state with the person i love so much
or have my heartbroken and most likely never see them again

it is the first in which i lean towards, inevitably
as i could not bear the demeanor of the other

it saddens me quite greatly
though sydney isn't that bad, and after a few months it will be changed to my favourite city of melbourne, so i'm down with that
it's unknown what will happen to what i have here now though outside this relationship
friendships will crumble or completely obliterate
my family will be so far away