31.12.09

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today is the last day of 2009, and i have spent the morning wondering and reminiscing about how much i have evolved and changed during the year.

i have finished school, check
been to schoolies, check
been way too drunk to walk, check
found alot of happiness, check

and now i get the pleasure of bringing in the new year with some friends that mean alot to me
and i hope it will be a good time, for not only myself, but everyone.

hopefully 2010 brings alot of fun too :)

28.12.09

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well christmas has come and past, and as the rain falls down and floods my rather average backyard it is not surprising that i find myself sitting at home with nothing to do.

but in most aspects it was a lovely time, i gathered with family members, and missed my boyfriend terribly. travelling from one place to another, to another, to another. it was a tad ridiculous. i have never eaten so much food. and delicious at that.

the afternoon i found how good i actually was a t pool and met my brothers partners family for the first time properly. they are lovely.

that day ended quickly and the next day began early by getting ready to head to the coast and see a boy that i had not seen in a week, and teribly missed. seeing him made me grin from ear to ear literally, it made me extremely happy.

meeting his family and lso shopping for a bit was lovely. it felt like i was stuck ina shoebox full of people, but it was worth the hassle.

hotels and a beach walk, and lying in bed watching television was how the day ended. it was lovely to catch up and then convince him to accompany me home again.

where i found joop wating for me :)

22.12.09

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one day cleaning i found a bag of records, all i need now is the player that makes the sound. i found this one, which is an old village people one, as well as a tequila 'something' and lots of 80's compilations, they were entertaining indeed. infact i still believe they are in my room.

right now, i do believe things could be better, i have not had the best day.
filled with stupid work and plans falling through you can imagine how i actually feel.

but tomorrow promises to be a better day with the beginning of christmas celebrations, family arriving and some shopping!

i am fairly excited.

19.12.09

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this was my new party trick

and this is my new toy
love at first sights!

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SPRAY
DEAD ENDS
RISE AND FALL
BLKOUT
DIEGODIE!
TRASHTALK
GHOST TOWN
UNCONCIOUS
WORD UP
INFECTED

= LIFE

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my boyfriend can take snaps; all-seeing-eye and medusa eye
the slums of lindum.




things have gone from remembering daily, to every few days, to whenever i can. it's a bad habit i have been slipping into and i'm trying to get out of it quick too. the last week has been blurry and i only remember the laughs barely, and the faces i have seen faintly. i need a better memory, i really do.


one of my latest things i am into is surely the hidden treasure of thrash music and punk hardcore. last night and yesterday equally were very good for this craving of mine. the day began as usual with waking up to kisses and a tightening hug from my lovely boyfriend, and then having toast and coffee. little too no time to get ready always shortened by the problem of not knowing what to wear. things were finally decided upon, including two diy's that morning just to be comfortable. with some favourites opshop pieces.


the first bus was caught and the money spending began. i ran int some of the most lovely kids i know, and it was shannon's birthday. i am now cordially saying, 'HAPPY BIRTHDAY BOY!' for the millionth time. the laughs rolled on and on and on as did the day and the sun making a hot and sweaty time of it all. when the boys wandered off and trudged back with cake and party hats it lit all our faces to a grin that was for sure.


and running into a lovely person i have not seen since schoolies week was also good. the day ended by me going to work to find out that i did not have to work, and inevitably got to go and join the rest of the people at the fort of fortitude valley for the rise and fall tour.
joined by blkout, anacxis and the hollow.


sooooooooo good! i loved it and the music was enlivening and amazing. though i must seemingly say the lovely things that have happened this week are easily ruined when a good friends texts you and you cannot reply because you are too poor to have a working phone, oh the tragedy!


in other words, my christmas shopping is well, half to nearly done and my plans for nye are found. so things can't be that bad. plus, theres always the good thing of having a lovely boy around most days to kill time with and just smile with. i am truly glad to have found and infatuation, and someone to share it with.

in the mean time, right now... my house and backyard is crawling with teenagers in swimmers. you see, i come home from working all day to find my little/not so little brother has a 'few' friends over which means twenty or so, for a swimming things, that is lets say, non-alcoholic because my father is here. how awesome this is, so many delusional looks from people at me, just sitting in the corner by the fireplace, typing away.
then again, dead ends is playing and entertaining me, and my dad did just nearly singe his eyebrows off trying to light the barbecue for them all.

entertaining atleast :)

14.12.09

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as this year draws to a close i really am becoming more slack with different things, time seems way to taken by the different things i do each day now.

though i have come to tell you of my weekend, and the joy it brought me.

my weekends start from the middle of the week now, not many other thing stand in the way. wednesday turned out to be one of the scariest days of my life.. my life was threatened by the creepiest looking guy i have ever seen because my boyfriend would not give him a cigarette. waiting for a friend to meet us at my corner shop because he didnt know how to drive to my house, i believe the words were 'give me a cigarette or i will fucking kill her' just lovely. he also was walking around the car park as we got into taylors car, and that was weird enough.

as soon as i got home, i was served with papers to say i was required in court for being such a nice person to a very old childhood friend. worst night of my life. literally.

the rest of that week was full of working and nothing much else. though one day was lovely. after a long day of work, i was met by a face i could never hate and we ventured to see paranormal activity, the creepiest movie alive. i dont think i will watch it again. i wince too much. then we got dinner and saw some lovely people.

the weekend started by finishing a long and strenuous shift, in which i felt rather upset alot of the time. but after calling levi on a short decision i stayed at his home, and between his sister and her friend, levi and i the laughs came strong and lasting. from quotes to random conversation and cheap drinks, im sure it will happen again. it was really really nice. some things that were said make me feel so lovely about everything going on between levi and i.

saturday began with a sleep in, though sleep did not commence until early hours of the morning, a short amount of time to get ready and then off to see people in town. many train rides, i am sure i know what time everyone comes now, haha. by the time we entered the city it was almost midday and a buying of cigarettes was in order. the fifty deck however, did not last us more than a day, when being generous overcame our thought of saving. one friend we ran into i had somehow managed to convince to cut his hair, which looks rather good now if i must say. at one stage a strange girl trying to be very indie decided she was going to lye on the ground and sleep, in the middle of the tow square, the people we were with had other ideas about this and it was quite entertaining. but hey, better us then the police, right? i wish i had more money that day so that i would have been able to go shopping, but oh well. running into numerous people was lovely and deciding to head to ipswich to see some people play was a good decision.

the sounds of in hearts wake, only sleeping, crime scene and another band were good to hear. it was also good to see some faces i had not seen in a long time. but none the less it was a joyous night. getting back to brisbane and having lots of energy drinks was good.

by the time we got home, it was pajama o'clock and pizza time.
then sleep.

sunday was filled with a large chill session, and a lovely swim to cool off, we also made pancakes and had some fun.
that brings me to today when i am dreading work and somehow looking forward to it also.

4.12.09

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the best start to a month that could have happened, the end of my schoolies phenomenon which left me to sleep for 16 hours straight and making many new friends. plus new things coming in and out of my life including friendships and relationships. things are flowing smoothly and i could not be happier. today in particular was spent waking up to lovely kisses and a smiling face. the rest of the day was spent with some gorgeous girls beside the beach and indulging in gummi bears and iced tea. running into some familiar faces and being read where the wild things are as if i were a child once more.


the day dragged out to leave the person i like so dearly to come home and sleep before a long days work tomorrow. though i would much rather be with him.

many things are going great, and as for being scared, im no longer as scared as i thought i would be. it was great to finally discover the fresh food market that happens every wednesday at the top of the city main street. i have been going past this event many times and have not bothered to check it out, but now i realise i have been missing out! you should check it out, the food is sensational.