as one day is down and one begins, i'm nowhere near as nervous as i was yesterday, though the rain is a hassle.
i got something done on my first day which not many people actually do, so thats a plus.
i miss jadyn and wish he didn't live so far away. it feels like light years!
but now i have to get ready, until tomorrow shine bright baby, shine bright.
8.2.11
6.2.11
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today is february the 6th
it is a sunday evening, it's been excruciatingly hot the past few days, i think i've almost fainted thrice now. so many changes are going through my life at once, an i'm loving the surprises that keep hitting me head on.
friday afternoon i went to my new favourite place, the archive, west end.
for a celebratory evening of old colleagues and friends all the same. i had way too much too drink, and i also became a very happy person. i had fun conversations, wore my best dress and had many laughs i thought i wouldn't have again. it definitely made my week
now with a new job on my plate, which i start tomorrow i'm nervous to say the least. it's more so a wrenching in my chest of happiness withered by doubts of my own stupidity.
i hope the heat goes away soon though, i'd like nice winter snuggles in bed.
it is a sunday evening, it's been excruciatingly hot the past few days, i think i've almost fainted thrice now. so many changes are going through my life at once, an i'm loving the surprises that keep hitting me head on.
friday afternoon i went to my new favourite place, the archive, west end.
for a celebratory evening of old colleagues and friends all the same. i had way too much too drink, and i also became a very happy person. i had fun conversations, wore my best dress and had many laughs i thought i wouldn't have again. it definitely made my week
now with a new job on my plate, which i start tomorrow i'm nervous to say the least. it's more so a wrenching in my chest of happiness withered by doubts of my own stupidity.
i hope the heat goes away soon though, i'd like nice winter snuggles in bed.
1.2.11
144
the last two weeks, have been irrevocably joyous
♥ i now collect debts, hitman required (apply within)
♥ i met some cute people, one especially, he's my favourite
♥ packing my bags and leaving the den
♥ demivieve = best
♥ being the devil on little georgia's shoulder
♥ two weeks of vb jugs, stone and wood pints and other beer
content, aspirational and over the moon. today is the first of february, twenty eleven. last night we bought pure blonde, two cartons, they are now all gone. we went swimming, topless then naked, i know your jealous. self inflicted stupidity i thought i had lost to say the least. but it's all worth it in the end. it is what makes us happy, the memories we cherish of the stupid times, we will soon forget.
♥ i now collect debts, hitman required (apply within)
♥ i met some cute people, one especially, he's my favourite
♥ packing my bags and leaving the den
♥ demivieve = best
♥ being the devil on little georgia's shoulder
♥ two weeks of vb jugs, stone and wood pints and other beer
content, aspirational and over the moon. today is the first of february, twenty eleven. last night we bought pure blonde, two cartons, they are now all gone. we went swimming, topless then naked, i know your jealous. self inflicted stupidity i thought i had lost to say the least. but it's all worth it in the end. it is what makes us happy, the memories we cherish of the stupid times, we will soon forget.
21.1.11
15.1.11
The worst movie you’ve ever seen? It would have to be Invader's from the Planet Mars. It's very old and way too corny.
Are you listening to any music right now? I have cartoons and everyone else in the room has their own music on
Your favorite past time? Going to gigs, and trekking home late at night with levi. Also our Saturday Night fiasco's with Ellie-jane and Christine
What were you doing this time yesterday? Making egg's for breakfast, while levi was on ebay, whilst watching Trainspotting.
Do you have any enemies? I'm sure I could think of a few, but I have just one in mind at present.
Your celebrity crush? Casually, Jake Gylenhall.
Your favorite band? Carpathian, Break Even or Persist. Depends what day.
Do you have any tattoos/peircings? I have on piercing, the reminder of more. Two dangly earlobes which are nether stretched, nor pierced anymore. And no tattoos as such
Favorite peice of jewlery? I have an ancient silver bracelet that was my great grandmothers I wear almost everyday, and the necklace I got on my anniversary.
Have you broken the law lately? Well, yeah.
Do you care about the way you look ? Not particularly, it never matters anymore.
Been in a relationship longer than six months ? Thirteen months was the longest.
Your favorite colour? I love cream, and khaki.
Your biggest inspiration? I think I have only been inspired by my imagination.
Something you do everyday? Shower, wear too much of Princess, and eat bad food.
Do you have more guy or girl friends? Nowadays, I do not know.
Are you listening to any music right now? I have cartoons and everyone else in the room has their own music on
Your favorite past time? Going to gigs, and trekking home late at night with levi. Also our Saturday Night fiasco's with Ellie-jane and Christine
What were you doing this time yesterday? Making egg's for breakfast, while levi was on ebay, whilst watching Trainspotting.
Do you have any enemies? I'm sure I could think of a few, but I have just one in mind at present.
Your celebrity crush? Casually, Jake Gylenhall.
Your favorite band? Carpathian, Break Even or Persist. Depends what day.
Do you have any tattoos/peircings? I have on piercing, the reminder of more. Two dangly earlobes which are nether stretched, nor pierced anymore. And no tattoos as such
Favorite peice of jewlery? I have an ancient silver bracelet that was my great grandmothers I wear almost everyday, and the necklace I got on my anniversary.
Have you broken the law lately? Well, yeah.
Do you care about the way you look ? Not particularly, it never matters anymore.
Been in a relationship longer than six months ? Thirteen months was the longest.
Your favorite colour? I love cream, and khaki.
Your biggest inspiration? I think I have only been inspired by my imagination.
Something you do everyday? Shower, wear too much of Princess, and eat bad food.
Do you have more guy or girl friends? Nowadays, I do not know.
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Today will be the first time i post on the new year
with a scare of everything changing, i'm still stupidly optimistic.
I'm caught in a whirlwind as everything crumbles.
And I don't know what to do with myself, really.
The perception of happiness ripped though by thoughtlessness
The intimacy of which disappears, not to resurrect for good,
Or so it has seemed to come.
Lies upon lies, through teeth that would never have known me better
As they snarl out the trails, I find hard to believe, I cringe.
I shouldn't have to know, but i do.
It's hard, I feel boring and an anxiousness to do something
Yet there seems to be a closed wall all around
They forgot about me, and I thought they'd always be there
Thats what they said.
with a scare of everything changing, i'm still stupidly optimistic.
I'm caught in a whirlwind as everything crumbles.
And I don't know what to do with myself, really.
The perception of happiness ripped though by thoughtlessness
The intimacy of which disappears, not to resurrect for good,
Or so it has seemed to come.
Lies upon lies, through teeth that would never have known me better
As they snarl out the trails, I find hard to believe, I cringe.
I shouldn't have to know, but i do.
It's hard, I feel boring and an anxiousness to do something
Yet there seems to be a closed wall all around
They forgot about me, and I thought they'd always be there
Thats what they said.
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