ten things i love at the moment:
1. the new floral blouse
thanks to an op-shopping trip with allie i found a new floral top that looks so good, i fell in love. its definitely a favourite.
2.having my picture taken for an upcoming blog
www.hayzephto.wordpress.com :)
3.regular sleepovers
although its never the same people, its company and its soothing. staying up late to talk and laugh is great. until your boyfriends mother walks in and yells to go to the other room..
4.personal taxi's
thankyou tom, i love you! we drove around for three and a half hours to try find this one place, we never found it
5.the idea of being 18
after the last few years of having the same old, same old 'hurry up and turn eighteen!' i am glad to finally be heading that way. i think my friends are too
6.shredding
lately i have absolutely adored this new style, so suave
7.thrash/punk music
let me just say its amazing, i could never get sick of it. everyday and everytime i share an ipod with my boyfriend, but still its great. some favourites are blkout, battletruk and trash talk
8.vans
i live in them
9.trying to find a new job
more like a not, but its okay... i just need one, good for a change
10. the thing in my pocket
levi
9.3.10
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attempt one of shredded shirtso lately, i have been very lazy and at the same time, extremely busy. work mon-fri every week and im not home on weekends. so this hasnt been happening for quite a while.
a few things i'd like to say:
-welcome back to peers and cheers to the boys for putting on their great show last weekend, it was alot of fun. also, james' dads old blues band rocks!
-it has now been three months since levi and i started dating, and i am so happy. i dont think i will be without him up my sleeve for a very long time. which excites me. not to mention the smile that came onto my face when he told me wasnt paying for my first tattoo, that he was.
-money sucks, you never have enough
-lately i've grown to like some people, and thats a big change in me. mainly to the fact that little habits niggle at my brains, but i got over them and i'm fine with that
-'let me go home, home is wherever im with you'
-lastly, magazine subscriptions are crappy... i was given one for my birthday last year and was supposed to get 6 magazines, i got three and then it stopped... great hey?
but enough of my rants and rave about various things. lately i have been seeing some wonderful bands around, and being a music master while people are being tattooed, oh yeah! fashion looking and experimenting. i have also decided to start making some things again, so hopefully this goes well. im 18 in around ten weeks, and think im having a toga party. dont know why, i just felt like it really. but hopefully i do. i imagine the robes, the fairy lights and the mess of being 18 with people i love to hang out with, oh dear lord. i miss people too, the ones that have moved... come back!
but enough of this, i dont really know what to write.. bye
11.2.10
7.2.10
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im unecessary
im complatent
im slowly dying
i dont stand out
and i don't make big impacts
but all i know, is when your not here, i dont sleep as
well. im in a constant state of terror and bleakness. i dont feel safe, even if
neither of us is awake, its like im untouchable.
077
so i know i have failed to keep up with this lately, and i'm sorry.
its just a matter of no camera and not wanting to steal pictures everyday, so i have kind of kept it on the down low. anyhow, i'm sorry. camera will be back tomorrow, and so will i, with new and exciting things.
on the plus side, two months with my boyfriend the other day. i worked all day, but got a big surprise while i was on the phone to him the other night.
part of it went like this....
next thing he walks through my bedroom door, i dont think i could stop saying what the fuck for about 15 minutes. oh well.
its just a matter of no camera and not wanting to steal pictures everyday, so i have kind of kept it on the down low. anyhow, i'm sorry. camera will be back tomorrow, and so will i, with new and exciting things.
on the plus side, two months with my boyfriend the other day. i worked all day, but got a big surprise while i was on the phone to him the other night.
part of it went like this....
L- yeah, i'm at dads tonight
E- okay, i will see you tomorrow though,
yeah?
L- yeah. hold on babe, i have to hang up to let myself in,
i'll call you back on the
home phone.
E- okay babe, love you, bye.
L- bye
next thing he walks through my bedroom door, i dont think i could stop saying what the fuck for about 15 minutes. oh well.
1.2.10
075
about five minutes ago i found out a very special girl to me was moving to the other side of the country. i'm going to go cry now. we are chatting about our memories and plans for the future, i'm happy for her, but so sad she is moving also. i will miss you beautiful milanka gold!
074
today i woke up.
i had bed hair all day.
i said goodbye to the boy i love.
i talked to a very close friend.
i had a cigarette.
i cried over silly things.
i sipped strong coffee.
i indulged in chocolate.
i did nothing.
today i wasted my day away.
i had bed hair all day.
i said goodbye to the boy i love.
i talked to a very close friend.
i had a cigarette.
i cried over silly things.
i sipped strong coffee.
i indulged in chocolate.
i did nothing.
today i wasted my day away.
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this day was surprising, and it was fun too. i just wish i had a million dollars for all the things i wanted. thank you crazy cat camera lady
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