21.1.11

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today just sucks

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY LUM!

15.1.11

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The worst movie you’ve ever seen? It would have to be Invader's from the Planet Mars. It's very old and way too corny.

Are you listening to any music right now? I have cartoons and everyone else in the room has their own music on

Your favorite past time? Going to gigs, and trekking home late at night with levi. Also our Saturday Night fiasco's with Ellie-jane and Christine

What were you doing this time yesterday? Making egg's for breakfast, while levi was on ebay, whilst watching Trainspotting.

Do you have any enemies? I'm sure I could think of a few, but I have just one in mind at present.

Your celebrity crush? Casually, Jake Gylenhall.

Your favorite band? Carpathian, Break Even or Persist. Depends what day.

Do you have any tattoos/peircings? I have on piercing, the reminder of more. Two dangly earlobes which are nether stretched, nor pierced anymore. And no tattoos as such

Favorite peice of jewlery? I have an ancient silver bracelet that was my great grandmothers I wear almost everyday, and the necklace I got on my anniversary.

Have you broken the law lately? Well, yeah.

Do you care about the way you look ? Not particularly, it never matters anymore.

Been in a relationship longer than six months ? Thirteen months was the longest.

Your favorite colour? I love cream, and khaki.

Your biggest inspiration? I think I have only been inspired by my imagination.

Something you do everyday? Shower, wear too much of Princess, and eat bad food.

Do you have more guy or girl friends? Nowadays, I do not know.

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Today will be the first time i post on the new year
with a scare of everything changing, i'm still stupidly optimistic.
I'm caught in a whirlwind as everything crumbles.
And I don't know what to do with myself, really.

The perception of happiness ripped though by thoughtlessness
The intimacy of which disappears, not to resurrect for good,
Or so it has seemed to come.

Lies upon lies, through teeth that would never have known me better
As they snarl out the trails, I find hard to believe, I cringe.
I shouldn't have to know, but i do.

It's hard, I feel boring and an anxiousness to do something
Yet there seems to be a closed wall all around
They forgot about me, and I thought they'd always be there

Thats what they said.

7.11.10

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NO, I SHOULD BE SO HAPPY
BUT THERES NOTHING LEFT IN ME.
IM ALONE AND STUPID AND UGLY AND HORRID
MY HEART SINKS AND IM FALLING APART
ALL I WANT IS YOU TO HOLD ME AGAIN

THIS IS THE WORST

21.9.10

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it's just one of those days when i know whats happening, and i can only hope for more

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'A Touch Of Ink'

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20 things right now

1. it just so happens too be my day off, for once

2. it's been raining a few days straight now, and all i've done is curl up in bed

3. i'm pretty important to some people

4. fixed gear is the new trend, i want one

5. new summer collections bore me, but i do like the pajama look

6. i'm broke

7. i wish i was in melbourne again

8. there are a range of songs playing in the back ground, most of which i like

9. my hair needs a change

10. matches are bettter than lighters

11. the songbird sings what he feels, and so do i, mainly in the shower

12. i like to get changed a ,million times and never be happy with what i'm wearing

13. it's 11:11 on my microwave

14. i'm off to put socks on

15. i now have socks on, they have lace

16. friday is mexican moustache night with my girl friends

17. i like sex, with levi

18. i miss clayton paterson, jordan bradley, josh fowke and taylor jamieson because i never see these stunning brutes

19. i jumped the fence to bats once

20. i'm internally happy