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to escape away, to a place, something a little lighter
with the flickering light shining miles through your thoughts
trudging through the thick blankets, of that ice cold
but nothing can hurt or stain you,
for you have hope and wear your heart upon your sleeve
for a wise old man once said 'those in which have the greatest prospect of life, hold their heads high and are ignorant to those who judge them so.'

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Hanging on, by a thread.
God only knows, we're already dead.

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golden oldies

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this weekend has been exquisite.
after a great deal of overcast and rainy weather, now sunny and beautiful.

my best friend came to visit me, we shopped, drank and ate like old time, and i've missed her so dearly it was the highlight of this last few months.

it's definittely beaten every past weekend in this new town. whether it was in the park, by the shore or having an afternoon brew in teh garden. though i would not change a thing. this transition i have made, made me into a better and happier person. i'm more sickly loved up with my boyfriend, wealthy in integrity and individually content.

now i need cider

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Leave me here alone, I don't leave here ever
I just need my own grief
But you always get me by
Get me by

And I gave you all that I had ,and you just took my pride
And I opened up my all
And you gave me back my sight
And I give my life, my all

Just to wallow in your shadow
And I pour my insides out
Kill this selfish boy inside

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she was incredulous