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this weekend has been exquisite.
after a great deal of overcast and rainy weather, now sunny and beautiful.

my best friend came to visit me, we shopped, drank and ate like old time, and i've missed her so dearly it was the highlight of this last few months.

it's definittely beaten every past weekend in this new town. whether it was in the park, by the shore or having an afternoon brew in teh garden. though i would not change a thing. this transition i have made, made me into a better and happier person. i'm more sickly loved up with my boyfriend, wealthy in integrity and individually content.

now i need cider

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Leave me here alone, I don't leave here ever
I just need my own grief
But you always get me by
Get me by

And I gave you all that I had ,and you just took my pride
And I opened up my all
And you gave me back my sight
And I give my life, my all

Just to wallow in your shadow
And I pour my insides out
Kill this selfish boy inside

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she was incredulous

205

204?

If this note gets difficult, will you still do it?
sure
Why did you kiss the last person you kissed?
he kissed me, cos he loves me
Who do you hate?
people
Are you an official couple with the last person you kissed?
yes
Could you handle a long distance relationship?
i did for a while, yes
Do you live in a “ghetto” neighborhood?
more so ancient
Who last smoked in front of you?
sarah and her secret draws
Do you look people in the eye when you’re speaking to them?
sometimes that gets awkward after a while and then theres that awkward moment of staring too long..
What is the last movie you watched?
dark city
Are you happy?
yes
Tell me about the shirt you’re wearing?
it's a black sweater
Do you hate the last guy you had a conversation with?
brians fun
Have you ever done something you told yourself you wouldn’t do?
drink again
Have you ever kissed anyone who’s name started with an M?
hahah
Let me guess, your last incoming call was from the opposite sex?
yes
Do you know anyone who is pregnant right now?
yes
Name 2 things you love about winter?
big jackets and cute socks
Who are you missing?
people in bris
Who was the last person you texted?
timmachee
Do you have a lighter on you?
nope
Last person you talked to on the phone?
new boss
What do you currently hear right now?
bryans old school rock etc
What mood are you in right now?
fabulously bored

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Let's talk about women
Let's talk about love
Let's
talk about bitchin'
And the comin' I've done
I live for the weekend
It's part of the script
You pray for an angel
Well, hey this is it

You can dress me in ribbons
You can tie me in knots
You get out
the camera
Provocative shots
You do what you want to
Let's see what
you've got
And if I don't like it
I'll just tell you to stop

She's a Saturday night special (Saturday night)
A two two caliber
bore
She's a Saturday night special (Saturday night)
You caught me
dreamin' before
She's a Saturday night special (Saturday night)
I'm
young and easily bored
She's a Saturday night special (Saturday night)
And you know I'm kinda special
And you know that you'll be back for more

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bitch you got nothing on me


having not worn a bra majority of the time i have lived in sydney makes me feel a little ninties fashionistic
comfortable, free and still perky pals

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It's been a fucking long time to say the absolute least.
i now reside in sin sydney in a little terrace house just shy of the main italian community
it's fun being here and it's never shy of a dull day really

i have so much more to explore inevitably
but i'm excited.