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homemade little black dress; hello vogue


today i am very agitated. yesterday, people who i thought were my companions decided to let the whole world know otherwise by yelling things at me across the room, most of which comments directly applied to them and not myself and most in which were not true. humiliated and upset, the rest of my day had been a blur, but i do remember working and trying to be 'cheered up'. it people like that i dont have time for or really care much for, but to the type of people who tried to cheer me up, thankyou.

it is now 9:50 am, and i am not at school, i was too tired and i would rather not be looked at by a million pairs of beating eyes as i walk by. though i have had a realisation that things are coming up so fast, and its going to be amazingly unforgettable. so here i am at home, ready to go and adventure the places i know before heading to the sike your mind tour tonight with deez nuts, antagonist, miles away, blkout and in trenches. that i am very excited for.

when i get home, my grandparents will be here and that is very comforting, i love them to bits. not seeing them in such long intervals really isn't nice at all. and then all my weekend plans begin. dress shopping for formal and hopefully finding something, bbq's and the beach on sunday. almost as good as those lovely messages you receive some morning without knowing. the ones that just make you instantly smile

for now, lets leave it at have a great weekend, and a great day. i think i will.